i was and now i am

I was the one who had the worst temper
and now with the greatest blessing having him as mine
I am much better in my temper
as I am so good in controlling and hiding it
I want to be as perfect as i can cos he is so 99.99% perfect


I was so stubborn to stick to something that was not so good
he is very rational that tells me very much of theories that so make sense
and it is him who makes me think differently
yes!! i admit i m still stubborn too now...but i confirm i am much better nowadays


I was thinking i was the smartest and having things done correctly..
till I met him
I think before I act as he is the one who is very smart
cos I wan him to think he has found the smartest girl friend
and be proud to have me as his girl friend


In old time I wished to be pampered
gave nothing but received everything
but now all I wish to pamper him and give him the best I can
as his smile is what I crazy for


I longed for the sense of security
and now I own it from him as he is my guardian angel

I LOVE YOU, STEVEN